Crimson Night

xblondedevil69x @ 2005-03-30T17:31:00

2005-03-30T22:37:51Z

CHILLIN WIT MY BFFFFF>.>>>>>>>>>MWAHAHAAAAAA!!! (eww bf juss made nasty comment "bffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff=thats the sound a fart makes when ur ass cheeks are spread real wide") YUCKKYYYYY!!!!!

~~cuz im crazy for you touch me once and i know its true i never wanted anyone like you. its so brand new~~

whats been going on in my life

2005-03-03T13:11:20Z

well i went back to school, and i already am hating it so im going to talk to someone because i was like crying the other day because of it so im DEFINETELY gonna see if i can switch around my schedule or something ^__^ on a good note me and my bf have been with eachother for almost 3 months!!! we hang out so much and still dont get tired of eachother teehee, girlscouts is tonight but i dont think ima make it since im feelin' sick.................;-; anywhoo thats my life for ya for now

~~~megan~~~

Nathan and I

2005-02-23T23:33:43Z

Nathan and myself have been together for like 2 months now and i'm sooooo happy!!! =^__^= Were together sooooo MUCH! ANd it makes me soo happy just being able to be with him!

Death is in love w/ us

2005-02-08T22:14:42Z

I know it hurts too much
I know that you're scared
I know you're running out of trust
Wishing you were dead

In ur misery
ur not alone
So come share ur tears wit me
n witness it all go wrong

I kno it n I feel it
Just as well as you do Honey
It's not our fault if death's in love with us o o
It's not our fault if the reaper holds our hearts

41 66.6 = our loss
We're breathin only 2 fade away
We're runnin just 2 get caught

What luvs lies blessed
What luvs light cursed
Just fear 4 the best
And hope 4 our worst

I kno it n I feel it
Just as well as u do, Honey
It's not our fault if death's in love wit us o o
It's not our fault if the reaper holds our hearts

Death's in love with us o o
The Reaper holds our hearts o o
Death's in love with us o o
And the Reaper holds our hearts o o

midterms...ugh

2005-01-27T15:59:11Z

GRR im at school right now writing this because im so fucking bored! I have to wait until 12:00 for my next exam which seems like FOREVER!!!! ;-;

pisseddddd

2005-01-24T19:55:07Z

Im pretty pissed off recently SINCE on MY birthday @ my b-day party my bestfriend goes and hugs my bf...i know it sounds stupid but i dont need other girls especially when there my friends to go off and hug MY boyfriend, apparently she didnt understand the facts of that and did it anyway...i know i sound like a jealous bitch but it just pissed me off so fucking much..she could've just said bye like everyone else but no she had to fucking hug him! N i know its not my bfs fault cuzz he cant control what she did and it wasnt like he was going to be rude and push her off and say sumthing i understand completely...but SHE on the other hand needs to lay off on my guy!

friends and lovers...

2005-01-18T13:40:51Z

this week i dont get to see my bf as much as last week..but im fine cuz it means i have sumthing to look forward to at the end of the week, which will help me get through the week with out being depressed. Anyway, I saw the phantom of the opera it was a romance and i love romance, but i thought the music was reallllly long and was happening all the time...i guess thats why it was called a musical, but i was with my bf so on the romantic parts i'd just cuddle up to him ^^ Lately, i've been getting into either small fights or just getting fed up of my one friend, i really dont know what to do anymore i want to keep her as a friend cuz dont get me wrong or anything but shes great as a friend, and i love her so much, but sometimes she just can get to me lately i dont understand her and shes doing shit that really isnt smart...anywhooo i love nathan soo much... ^__^ Bye for now! BTW Joe if ya reading this ur madd awesome!! and ur a great friend!!

^^

2005-01-17T14:36:51Z

got to chill with my boyfriend ALL week pretty much...this week not as much prolly gonna hang out with him the whole weekend tho hopefully! since my b-day is next week yayy!!=D

xblondedevil69x @ 2005-01-14T08:06:00

2005-01-14T13:06:47Z

Just one look into your eyes
One look and I'm crying
'Cause you're so beautiful

Just one kiss and I'm alive
One kiss and I'm ready to die
'Cause you're so beautiful

Just one touch and I'm on fire
One touch and I'm crying
'Cause you're so beautiful

Just one smile and I'm wild
One smile and I'm ready to die
'Cause you're so beautiful

Oh and you're so beautiful
My darling
Oh you're so beautiful
You're so beautiful
Oh my baby
You're so beautiful
And you're so beautiful
Oh my darling
Oh my baby
And you're so beautiful

F*** YEAH!!! A MADD GOOD SONG! =D Anywayyyy, i wuv my boo sooo umm yeah *laughs*

OH YEAH I JUST WROTE IN AND SENT MY APPLICATION :D GONNA GET THAT JOB !!!

to the bitch--from megan

2005-01-13T02:49:16Z

First off, I doubt you've EVER been in love, not wih the rotten personality you have! So dont go around talking about SHIT you haven't the FIRST CLUE about!! Dont act like ur so Damn smart you have no idea how much i love nathan. Just because you've had a boyfriend for 2 years doesnt mean you know what its like to have heart. YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW I FEEL!

xblondedevil69x @ 2005-01-12T20:33:00

2005-01-13T01:40:16Z

my name is Nathan, and i am posting my opinion

a'right... so i sit here, almost daily, and hear about these stupid fucks who have to bury themselves in someone else's business only to say negative comments. this is a waste of time. and you are a stupid fuck for doing this. i mean honostly, grow up. a true Satanist, though they side with the more evil and the advesary, views all humans as yet another worthless animal on this ugly lil planet. you are following no animal code, you are a disgrace to the animal side of humanity and you're clearly not a decent human being either. i think it would be in ur best interest to kill yourself. for you bring nothing to this planet. i only hope that you, as a said waste of human excrement, can take it upon yourself to do the somewhat decent task of slitting ur throat (or wrists, which i think you'd prefer since ur obviously a cowardly pussy) and letting ur sweet, crimson fluid drain from your worthless body. this would be much appreciated. now, if suicide is not your solution, here's a better one: grow up, and disapear from this user's journal. if you dislike her so much, then stay out of her life, because until you do, she will always be a part of it. you are wasting your time. what sort of person hates someone... and then spends all this time in their personal lives? it's really quite idiotic. so, with this in mind, let's reinstate the obvious. you are a stupid fuck. thank you.

i'm Nathan, and this has been my rant **bows**

^__^

2005-01-12T01:10:29Z

I'M SO FUCKING HAPPY RIGHT NOW =D I had another wonderful day wit my boyfriend whom i love very deeply for....we saw meet the faukers or sumthing like that MADD ass funny movie! oh yah bought more nightmare b4 x-mas snuff! Lol awesomme movie

and also "ATTENTION ALL WHO READ THIS AND SAY NO ONE READS THIS... U R CONTRADICTING URSELF... U R THEREBY A STUPID FUCK. AND DO NOT QUESTION MY LOVE BECAUSE U CAN'T FIND ANY OF UR OWN. AND BY THE WAY, I SAW UR MOTHER ON A PORN SITE DRINKING DOG CUM... AND LIKING IT"

to the stupid fuck whos too much of a pussy to put there name in

2005-01-11T01:24:17Z

okay this shit with who ever fucking is commenting me has gotta end, 4 one thing i dont know who u r therefore what u say doesnt effect me to the least bit, so if u think ur doing it just for fun or w/e its bothering the hell outta me, frankly w/e u say to me isnt doing anything so please, for us all, stop this pathetic charade u have going on. thats all i have to say...n e way i love my boyfriend to death...we HAD so much fucking fun today!=D

xblondedevil69x @ 2005-01-09T15:02:00

2005-01-09T20:08:56Z

Me and Sammy convo...

"OOOH ask my a question about me and nathan!!"Me

"hmmm...how many kids will u have?" Sammy

"OMG!!! LOL!!"

"ur sitting on my project"Me

"No im not, why would i be sitting on ur projects its bootiful!"Sam

*squeals* AWWWWWW!!! A PUPPY!=Me and sam

Alright im gone...=Kevin (lol kevin we loved torturing u)

Me: Nathan..::glomps::

Sammy: ::takes a pictureof the scenery and then snaps one of us::

Nathan: HEY!::takes the camera::

Sammy: Noo!::grabs it back and starts to run::

Nathan: at least shes gone...

Sammy: I'm back!

Nathan: ::throws a used condom at her head::

O.O scary moment for us...

=DD More funny convos then that but cant think of them right now....-_-

xblondedevil69x @ 2005-01-07T20:04:00

2005-01-08T01:09:01Z

Questions by Nikki(lol):

Why do you love him so much?

Answer: Because i lovveee him cuz he makes me feeellll soo special i think i've loved him almost for like since we started talking again *hugs* teehee i love you

where did i meet him?

Answer: like a year ago at a hospital program!

Do you wanna marry him?

Answer: OF COURSE I FUCKING DO!!! Lol i've thought about ever since we started going out !!! I love him soooooo much!!!

PS to people i love my boyfriend soo fucking much!! Hes sooo awesome and kind to meeee better then any other ex-boyfriends

im in love

2005-01-06T02:53:18Z

"My dearest friend,

if you dont mind

i'd like to join you by your side

where we can gaze up in the stars

and sit together now and forever

for it is plain

as anyone can see

were simply mean to be"

Jack and Sally Finale

I FUCKING LOVE MY BOYFRIEND SOO FUCKING MUCH! NOTHING CAN CHANGE THAT!! xD Oh and hunny if ur reading this u bettttttteeeeerrrrrrr review to me!!!!

=|

2005-01-04T21:11:14Z

=^_^= Hunny if ur reading this pleaaasseeeeee leave me a lovely comment!=| Im being a realll bitch lately!

xblondedevil69x @ 2005-01-03T12:50:00

2005-01-03T17:52:34Z

Sometimes it's hard when you're so deep inside
To see all you can lose in a blink of an eye
Dreams could be shattered
You could be gone
How would I survive
Cause you're where I belong
My soul-believer
Without you, I don't know who I would be

Underneath, I can feel you move through me
Inside out, you surround me
I breathe you like I'm taking my last breath
Oh, you're everything I know
So how could I let you go

Sometimes I listen to a voice that isn't mine
I disconnect from everything inside
And I have made choices
And wasted all the days
I could have been with you
Where my heart stayed
I know you've waited faithfully
Blessing our love even stronger

Underneath, I can feel you move through me
Inside out, you surround me
I breathe you like I'm taking my last breath
Oh, you're everything I know
So how could I let you go

And I've been blessed
For every kiss
For every breath
(How could I let you down)
And I've been touched,
By hands I trust
My love is risen

Underneath, I can feel you move through me
Inside out, you surround me
I breathe you like I'm taking my last breath
Oh, you're everything I know
So how could I let you
How could I let you go

lol realll mature

2005-01-03T17:44:07Z

okay sum messed up person is really leavin sum gay ass comments just to let them be informed i dont give a rats ass if n e ones reading this or not, n rlly...lol....get a life and stop trying to go into others...Because ur being a fag n rlly using anomynous c'mon what r u too scared to fucking put who u r up there n yes i have been in love b4 and right now im in love with sum1 whos very dear to me so please stop fucking commenting me b4 i get my dad to track ur comp.

cornmeal

2004-12-31T05:20:17Z

got into a really bad fight wit my parents tonight...it seems like lately thats all we do is fight, but i talked to some people (nathan, megan, others) and they REALLLLY helped me! =D Welll i love billy martin (lol) we ALL know this .

Megan martin
Megan Armstrong
YEAH!
M&B
M&B!

xblondedevil69x @ 2004-12-29T11:02:00

2004-12-29T16:02:19Z

xblondedevil69x @ 2004-12-29T10:47:00

2004-12-29T16:00:42Z

nathan, thank you so much for everything u've done to help me i <3 u ^^, meggie i love ya too ur there for me when i need ya to be ^_~. theres A LOT more ppl i wanna shout out to but im busy talking to ppl on the phone and going through sum shit im not going to comment on. if u wanna chat wit me tho about since i'd really like to talk about it i dont mind, send me a wonderful IM or comment me wit ur name or w/e and i'll reply to ur comment...or i might delete it and be a b*tch lol

Your Beauty lies in Mystery. Captivating, mysterious and alone. You are the girl in the little black number that no one seems to know, the eternal mystery girl. You make it a point to never let anyone know more about you than you want them to and do a very good job of it. You're there one minute and gone the next leaving them in wonder of who you really are. A mature and normally calm individual, quiet and enjoy spending many hours of the day on your own, most likely preferring night to day . You love the dark and some may find you a bit strange. You seem to be rather distant and cold making hard for people to get close to you, though you probably like the distance they usually keep. You probably wear make-up, but concentrate more around your eyes than anything. You know the effect you have and enjoy keeping people in wonder.

Some Things That Represent You:

Element: Dark, Water Animal: Panther Color: Black, Maroon, Dark Tones Song: In The Shadows by The Rasmus Expression: Sly Smile

Gemstone: Black Diamond Mythological Creature: Demon, Vampire Planet: Venus Hair Color: Black Eye Color: Garnet

Quote: "In the shadows for all time."

yellowcard <3

2004-12-28T14:39:33Z

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

xblondedevil69x @ 2004-12-27T20:30:00

2004-12-28T01:35:58Z

okay because of sum bitch i almost got broken up with my bf! BUT NO! WERE STILL TOGETHER n the fucking ppl who r doing it better stop!!!!! >=/ BECAUSE I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY <3 U hunny =D

And all I (all I)
Need to know (need to know)
Is that I'm somethin you'll be missin
(is that I'm somethin that you're missin)
(maybe I should hate for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that far
(maybe I should hate for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that...
I'd never lie to you
Unless I had to
I'll do what I got to
Unless I had to
I'll do what I go to, the truth
is you could slit my throat
And with my one last gasping breath
I'd apologize for bleedin on your shirt
Cause I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions
This'll be last chance you get to drop my name
Cause I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions
This'll be last chance you get to drop my name
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar

sigh greeatt now im f****ing depressed

2004-12-27T22:18:00Z

...idc whos fucking my bf anymore really...im finished...for fucking christ if sum1 comments me again on that or tells me i'm done...i watch the blood fall from my body and i'm feeling the pleasure again....i'm tired of this life...but no ones reading this anyway...